I know I said I’d post an entry daily. I’ll expand on this post further tomorrow. Im 3 yawns away from REM status.. I would like to discuss how feelings, good, bad and indifferent flood to the
Forefront during “recovery” .. I hate that word I’m too tired to think of a different one. When I’m getting high I hardly think of my ex boyfriend. Pipe goes down and it’s all I can think about. I’m sure obsession is a transference.. Not to mention the authenticity of emotion when sobriety is a reality and not a birthday wish. Yawn yawn yawn. More
Tomorrow.