So while I got a little bit of shut eye I had the craziest dream. If anyone is good at deciphering dreams please let me know what this one means.

Ok, so all of a sudden, in my dream, I’m 9 months pregnant and in labor with my old dope mans baby (I never slept with my dope man) I am totally pissed off about this whole thing in my dream and am wondering why I didn’t take the morning after pill and let it get this outa hand. I keep telling my mom I’m putting the baby up for adoption. She’s mad at me about it (I’m very maternal by nature even tho I don’t have kids I can’t forsee I would put anything up for adoption). After the baby’s born it looks just like the dope man and I can’t stand the baby. I can’t seem to bond with it. My mom keeps looking at the positive attributes the baby has to convince me I actually love it. I hate it. Next scene there’s a fire in my sister’s apartment, yet I live dangerously close to her apt unit (my sister and I have been drug buddies before and I think she’s still using)

I can kinda see what the sister/fire dream is about. I’m afraid to be around her influence? I dunno

The dopeman / baby dream – well the only thing I can think of is even tho I’ve embarked on this new journey I will be reminded daily of the struggle – hence the baby looking just like him?

Any thoughts?

Thanks.
Xoxoxo